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Construction Paper HeartIn all my life, there are many things my brothers taught me. Very few of them were taken seriously, and I can only remember a handful.

And so, rule number four was as follows: If you're ever on your first date with a guy in a restaurant and your date orders a lemon margarita, dump him. Immediately. Just end it right there.

Rule number six was to never, ever feed a stray cat tuna, for then, they will become tuna junkies.

Yes, I know, they're both very important life lessons; I agree. However, there's a deeper meaning in both of them. ...Well, alright, maybe there isn't.

But they did teach me this, and it's more than enough to make it throu

I am a womanI am not an object.

You cannot use me.

I was not made simply for your pleasure.
I am not a pretty picture to be used and thrown away.

I have a heart, feelings, dreams….

I have a purpose here.

I am a human being, a person like you.

And it hurts me when you treat me as less than human.

It hurts me when I become less than a whole,

And just the sum of my parts.

It hurts me when I become just something to please you.

It hurts me when you strip away my humanity,

My clothes,

My purity.

Even if just with your eyes and mind.

You cannot stare at me in longing.

You cannot undress me with your eyes.

You cannot force me to kiss you.

You cannot grope me as you see fit.

You cannot take advantage of me.

You cannot have your way with me.

I am not to be dominated.

I am not to be violated.

When I say no, I do NOT mean yes.

When I te

Something in commonIs it weird that I've never written about me? That I've never poured my heart and soul into something and hoped whoever read it would pick me apart but still remember to put me back together again? Maybe we're all just watches, ticking away - tick, tick, tick - and maybe that's why I don't really like people. Maybe I'm tuned in to that underlying sound of them fading away. It’s not like you can pick up another battery when you’re shopping, is it, and why would I want to get close to someone and end up counting seconds until they left again?

My mum has this watch. She’s had it for years, as long as I can remember and somehow

Things About Me 1Well. Let me start off by saying this is just a list explaining a few things plus some random shit about me.

I don't like ignoring people. I do read everything someone sends me, but I honestly feel uncomfortable talking to people sometimes. I would love to but it's like...Like I feel like somewhere along the lines I'll seriously piss off someone on accident or make them hate me because of my opinions. I dunno.

I have no confidence in myself at all. Usually people think I say "I'm fat" or "I wish I was beautiful" for attention. But it's not. I honestly feel that way. I think I'm hideous.

I want to be a writer but I feel like my writing is t

a thought on loveif only love was an option.

Dreams: I Want To Hold Your Hand... i had a dream last night. i do not remember what it all entailed, i rarely ever do..., but most of my dreams are nightmares at best. Ever since You left, i have been nothing but sad and depressed. i always wake up crying or not even breathing from my dreams...

But this dream was different. The part that i remember the most and which was the best part, was only a few seconds long... And it was something so simple, but brought such happiness. And most people will laugh or raise an eyebrow, thinking me totally crazy. Which they're probably right... You, on the other hand, will probably just roll Your beautiful eyes as You normally do

R-P-A-C BIO SHEETRPAC Bio Sheet

*dA name:* LUVthatSTUFF
*dA home page: http://luvthatstuff.deviantart.com/
*Real name: Just ask if you really wantto know

*Nicknames: Judge,Blood,Nagi,Clue,Spell ( depends on who you want to role-play with ) Or if you want me to role-play as myslf L-kun or Onion-kun will do
*Public email to contact: thatSTUFFLuv@yahoo.com
*Yahoo Messenger ID: thatSTUFFLuv@yahoo.com
*MSN: Can't use on my Mac, Buyt will use if needed
*AIM: Can't use on my Mac, But will use if needed
*Skype: Can't use on my Mac, But will use if needed
*ICQ: Don't know what that is...
*Best time to contact you? Throughout the week,Pretty much as ealy or as late as you want,though will tell you if otherwise
*Preferred RP method: I 'm an adapter, I will try what ever. Love new things~
Even Action and Adenture or more serious type things~
*Vore preferences / Pregnan

WatchersFake journal n° fhsgfasgasfasjgahhjf

I'll stick with that random number thing, yeh -u-
Maybe no one gives a frog but...

I felt like...

Saying...

That I'm gaining a lot of watchers lately ;A; ...

And...

I LOVE YOU ALL >w<

No I'm not on drugs, just I'm on a good mood today -u-

Julie Boots

Julie Boots aka Boots.

My stepfather gave me this nickname when I was a little girl. At every family gathering, it was a “Hi Boots” here and a “Hey Boots” there.

Circa the third grade, I had this pair of cherry red patent leather go-go boots. Sure, odds are I rocked them. But, is this reason enough to be linked to a pair of boots much like Lizzy Borden was to that axe?

Okay, not exactly the same thing. But, you have to admit that there is something peculiar about being nicknamed after a pair of cherry red patent leather go-go boots.

I’m pretty sure it was the least interesting thing about me at the time. At t

Oh Sommer, where art thou gone?Then there was Sommer. The girl I fell madly in love with. She let me be the person I always wanted to be... Carefree and happy, and I was. She was beautiful. She looked similar to me, had a lot of the same taste as me, and cared so much. The one thing I hated was that when I met her, she was innocent... by the time I lost my car and my ability to see her, she lost it. I ruined her. She had black hair, silky and a smile that lit up my world. She could do no wrong in my light. She loved doing my hair and putting make up on me, and I loved her doing it for me. She was always there for me, to listen when I needed her, and I the same. One of the

HejterzyCzemu sie odwracacie??
Czemu mnie oczerniacie??
Czemu nie odpowiadacie??
Czemu mnie obrażacie??
Kto Wam to wszystko gada,
że odezwać chce się nawet lada??
O czym te wszystkie plotki,
o których gadają nawet lotki??
Po co te wszystkie kłamstwa
i ta cała obudowa chamska??
To naprawdę niepotrzebna,
aby mieć zachowanie chwalebne.
Uwierzcie mi na słowo,
to nie jest już oldskulowo.
Szanujcie mnie, proszę,
właśnie do Was się odnoszę,
moi drodzy hejterzy,
pewnie ciężar na Was leży.
@Bookleade 18.05.2013

Confessions by a Soldier's Sister"There’s just something about a man in a uniform."
Is there now? What is it about a man in a uniform? How does a simple uniform change a person? Why not say there’s something about a man in a fedora? But that’s just me. The truth is, as cliché and ambiguous as the phrase is, it’s also so darn true. There is something about a man in a uniform. On Friday night, for me, it was a slap in the face.
I don’t dislike men in uniform. I think a uniform makes a man look respectable and well put together. I come from a family of men in uniform. They are proud, strong, and dependable. I love men in uniform. So of all people,

My love of Martial arts: by DMy love of Martial arts: by David C West.
My name is David C West I am originally from Chicago. I move to Des Moines over 5 or more years ago. I live here with friends and work at the store up the street (Hy Vee). I have love of Martial Arts of all kinds no matter style. My love of the martial art stems from my love of comic book and the Kung fu flicks. In the marvel comic world there was/is Shang Chi “master of kung fu” So skilled was the he would fight foes with super power and/or power armor. There was/is Iron Fist, able focus his chi in to a devastating strikes. Then in DC comics’ there was Karate kid, known for be

The Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad DayYesterday morning, I had a stuffy nose, but Claritin D doesn't work so my mom went to CVS and bought just Sudafed pills. In case you don't know, Sudafed is an ingredient used in the making of methamphetamine, so it causes a powerful emotional stimulation, and (I learned this later) if you have depression, it causes bad anxiety and panic attacks. I took the pill around 11 AM, hoping it would clear my nose out: it did, but not without a price. At 1:00, I met my friend John at the mall and we walked around for a little bit because he wanted to buy a pair of shorts. He likes to wear girl's shorts when he's home alone after school because he finds

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From all of you

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I have problems too!
But guess what?!
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Look at me.
Talk to me.
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Alright honey!
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Live, live.

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Shall we dance?

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I'm sorry

by ~AmIemoSoe, Oct 11, 2010, 3:09:29 PM
Literature / Prose / Non-Fiction / Biography & Memoir / Stories & Vignettes

My phone is ringing: "You there?"

-"Yes ^^"

"I don't know what to do anymore."

My heart starts aching...
You are feeling your silent pain again.
I bet you are by this time, on your own, sitting on your bed.
I don't know how to help you and you won't talk to me.

-"I wish I knew what to tell you"

You don't answer...
I try to text you again.

-"*hugs*..."

"If only that was true"

-"I'm sorry I'm not there with you"

You text me asking why I'm sorry. I'm not sure.
For not being there for you.
For not knowing what to do.
For feeling worthless.
For not cheering you up when you need it...

I don't know!

You say you are going to sleep.
You probably are but before you will cry.
I know you will cry yourself to sleep. _{You told me so yourself.}
I'm sorry...
For everything and for nothing...

For everything that I can't do!
For nothing that I am doing!

I'm sorry!